I'm back, if only for a day.

I was feeling nostalgic. Yesterday I saw a friend who I hung out with a lot in 8th grade. It made me realize how much I miss everyone from middle school~!

The other thing I miss...

ABCD. Ah, I loved that game. It was so fun to play right before Social Studies and what not. I tried playing with Katherine, but she doesn't slap hard enough, and she calls it sadistic and doesn't like it. Madeline told me to stop because everyone would be staring at my red hands, but it wasn't nearly as red as they used to get. *sigh* I miss middle school...

I really miss the pain of ABCD, though. Although now I think I've played it so much, that I don't really feel it anymore. It needs to hurt more, but the only way I can do that is maybe if I can get some really strong person to do it for me. I know of someone who's strong enough, but he has something against it, so he won't do it for me.

Someone, please play ABCD with me, and slap my hands so hard that it doesn't hurt for a second, but burns the next~ I miss it~ a lot... When I accidentally stabbed myself with the compass in Mr. Jett's class, it didn't hurt in the same way. So, I need an ABCD partner~~ ;o;

Pleaseeee?

Well anyway, currently I'm wearing my scarf/bandana thing, and I think I should take it off, because I'm having a hard time breathing. But since I like the way it looks, I think I'll leave it on anyway. If I die, at least I die with my scarf thing... Too bad it wasn't a SARS mask, though... I still cant' find it. But, you know, maybe Sano-chan can have me dressed like Gazette for my funeral. Haha. That would be fun. Although I'd rather die looking like Pity. XD;;;;;; Because then I'd be killed by Gloomy.

Whatever, though. If I don't suffocate tonight, I think Katherine's going to kill me. If I have a boyfriend. If not, then I don't know. I'll get an inflatable Jrocker, like I would have for Sadies, and claim that he's my boyfriend. Inflatable Ryuutarou???? *sigh* Inflatable... MYV??? hmmm.... Anyway, I hope Katherine is the one who kills me. She's been waiting for a long time... But I'd rather die as Sunako-chan. From the first few volumes at least. I heard she gets a boyfriend later??? Noooo I'll have to find a new role model... xD

I've been reading my old entries, and I found one from Halloween, where I said I really liked the band that did the I'll CKBC end theme. I guess I've been an ELLEGARDEN fan since then? Although I've really only known who they were since about a couple of months ago. I've been a Pura fan since September 11?? Scary... when baroque disbanded... o_O; Haha. It's almost been a year.. Unfortunately, Harusaki is still down, so I can't go back and remember looking up all the Pura stuff from last year. xD

Well anyway, I think this has been a long enough blog. I'll go now...

~sou-chan

ok i lied. one last post to true_otaku. then everything will be on tsumetaihikari

um.... now i forgot what i was going to say, so i'll just say this:

juliette, i think i'm going to win.

haha one vote. and it was incorrect. but o well. to angelyuri i'll give you a wallpaper anyway since you were the only one to vote lol.

The site is not quite done yet but anyway.... here's my new xanga:

http://www.xanga.com/tsumetaihikari

please go visit, since i will be updating only that one from now on.

i'm moving

but i need some time to make my site look decent so until then i will be blogging here.

i wanted the name "kuragechan" but it was already taken. so i tried "kurage" and that was taken too. o_O; haha. so i picked a new one. if you can guess what it is correctly, i will give you something. so there's your hint, minna-san. the answer is not "kuragechan" or "kurage"

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RULES

1. you get one (1) guess.

2. keep in mind that xanga names can only include letters, numbers, and the underscore ( _ )

3. whoever guesses correctly gets a free wallpaper or avatar of their choice.

4. if two people get the right answer, they both get prizes.

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p.s.

OMG. i played heavy level today and i didn't get an E! o_O;;;;;

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EDIT

i watched full metal alchemist for the first time today. it was ok but... the voices... o_o;;; i never pictured them speaking like that.... x_X;; at least they kept the theme songs (ready steady go! by l'arc~en~ciel and unerasable sin by nana kitade)

Jrock-death dreams are FUN

haha seriously, they are. so far the one i mentioned yesterday was the best. because... i got to eat dinner with ryuutarou! haha i'm strange i know. but still, in these types of dreams i don't usually get to stay alive enough to have a meal with them... they just decide to hate me, kill me, and leave or what not.

hehe when i wake up, i wish it were real. not that i want to die or anything.... but.... meeting a jrocker would be so awesome... and the fact that they paid enough attention to me that they took the time to kill me is almost too much to think about.

after i have one of those dreams, if i look in the mirror i find that i am blushing! (o///o) even if it's a jrocker who i don't get obsessed with! haha. maybe just the thought of any of them paying attention to me makes me blush... even if i don't really listen to them that much XD;;

i wonder if it's strange that i don't like "real" guys... XD like... guys who aren't anime characters (*cough*rai*cough*) and guys who aren't jrockers (um... well i'm sure you can guess).... hmmmmm.....

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i'm getting slightly better at the cube. today i solved it in 5 min 21.23 seconds... once i solved it in 3 min 48.72 seconds but i got lucky so i don't think it counts. my average speed is about 5 min 23 seconds... x_X

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anyway, i think this site should maybe get a change in music? i have a lot of urls available... but i'm sure i'll keep it pura to go with the layout... i was looking for tremolo so it would match the best but i couldn't find a direct-linkable url. i have the song on mp3 but i don't know where to upload it.... xD;;;

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EDIT

long surveys like that one that was up here make the xanga load slower, as i've found from a friend's xanga site.... either that or my modem is just evil... i think it's a combonation of both. and the chatterbox slows it too. maybe i should just get rid of it. ^^;;

oh and....

last night i had a dream and laruku was there! the last time i had a dream related to laruku was when hyde choked me to death... haha. and i got to see what my funeral was like... quite interesting to see what people say about you after you're dead, ne? X_x;;; anyway... the entire dream was kind of like this quiz i took!! except for tetsu didn't smother me in my sleep with a pillow! xD;;

Alas... if only you'd seen the video to
"Pieces", this might have been
prevented. Poor thing. You think music videos
are all fake, don't you?

Which member of L'arc~en~ciel would kill you in your sleep?
brought to you by Quizilla

that was my result, but all of the members were there o_O yukihiro had just poisoned me and i heard hyde saying ".....but now i can't do what the knife told me to do!" O_o; ken was like "whatever, she's already dead but i'll shoot her anyway" haha. so he shot me, which didn't make much of a difference because i was already dead x-X; hahaha. tetsu was there too but he was really confused. xD; he said "who's that dead girl over there?" and hyde said "i don't know, but yukihiro killed her, and now i can't kill her". then ken said "so just stab her, i know she's already dead, but you'll technically still be doing what the knife said to do" hahaha... it was crazy.

EDIT 2

.....when i went to the park there was an evil squirrel that tried to attack me and my friend o_O;;